Friday, July 31, 2009 :]
sorry for not posting for a really long time yeah.. hahas.. well next week mock exam haven been studying yeah.. cause been thinking u know.. hahas let my emotion control me.. yeah suck huh... yeah ever since she left me .. but hey there's more to life i guess=) mange to find many friends who stand by my side u know... just a short post that's all
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8:44 PM
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Friday, July 17, 2009 :]
hey hey..yeah realised i wasn't study much these days..freaking loads of work.. had 2.4 run super tired..muscles are like aching .. these days i felt i was lacking in class so yup..must study hard le... HEH.. how m i these few days??? well still okay ba..glad to see her smiling the way she used to be lor.. yeah i guess she is having fun.. some one ask me how m gonna carry on with my life.. i m still speechless.. well i gotta admit it is hard.. hmmm.. see her happy i guess maybe could just relieve me abit.. hahas.. well this is part of life.. well i mean i tried my best to hang on.aiya... whatever i ain't gonna blame her lah.. well she said i would hate her one day.. god often told us to bless our enemies ...well i aren't gonna hate her..cause it is not worth it..
dragon lady ask me go church tmr,,, hai..alot of work needed to be done.. nigel jia you=)
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2:56 AM
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Tuesday, June 30, 2009 :]
welll june holiday just passed yeah fast huh...super lots of things happen.. firstly morning i saw her ..i mean yesterday sorry.. yeah couldn't dare to look at her..wei she may be small but once she scold she is monster sia=P heh.. well trying to sms her for some time though she did not reply.. hahas. just keep telling my self u know she is busy in order to get myself busy so that i won't think of her..yeah... aiya..whatever lah..
yeah well this june i hurt another person aiya super complicated ..haha...
but but but but hmmmm this holiday meet up with my 4e1 kakis..wee.weee everyone did not study hard so yeah make myself as ease a bit..but must start working hard le.. hahas. oh yeah..i mean up with steph=) omg super cool..heh..
i did not know she exist sia. cause we know each other from when we were 9 months old..really no kid..just that when we were 1 years old or something then we went our paths hahas..now back together liao...hahas.. yup yup.. okay guys take cares=)
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2:51 AM
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Monday, June 22, 2009 :]
hey guys..yup i m back.. well not much just staring at my book all day nothing get into my little brain...hahas. hmmmm yup dreamt about her....zzz...again... yes again..hahas. what is the feeling when she is not around with you..answer is sucks.. hahahs.what to do.. nvr mind lah i mean... i did try my best but fail... maybe i m not good enough.. hai must try harder..
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9:02 PM
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Monday, June 15, 2009 :]
pretty stress up i guess..hai i mean trying really hard to do well for O level sia...hai..man i miss chubby...and like she want me died.. aiya no wonder i so emo emo...kekek...hai though many of my friends like holiday mood i m not lor...freaking tired sia.. keep studying like siao...shit sia...really hope the time i spent would pay off =) hai nothing much to blog ...just prayt for me k..
my little chubby... dunno should call u or not...hai..miss u leh...but later u keep bullying me...T.T
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5:48 AM
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Tuesday, June 9, 2009 :]
well what can i say more... i guess this is it...u really did fianlly let go of me..yeah nvr mind ba... dunno if u would ever miss me or not.;; gonna Hurt my body so hard till my bones drop and break.... i will do that....
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2:15 AM
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Friday, June 5, 2009 :]
felt so guilty ...for wat i have done.. hahas... man why i mean where is my trust with her...is everything just only study and study... i felt i study too much.... study so much i don't even have time for my family friends..and most important her... come on nigel..u having been gone through so much shit already isn't time to pull yourself together..what is most important is u.... how u want to lead your own life... a good life... u screwed up your PLSE big time... all your friends went away yet u are still stuck in this shit hole.... u have big dreams... dream that require you to work hard.... yes u are working hard but not smart... so let'sdo this...
sorry guys.. i mean it has been really really crazy man..yeah going out later.chill my self.off....
i just wanna be happy that all///
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10:59 PM
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Wednesday, June 3, 2009 :]
i gonna bet that you all may think i am pretty emo ..haahs...probably been stress out eh??? YEAH..THESE semester had been really tiring u know trying to put a strong side of me and stuff... i guess i have been worring too much yeah and guess what..i finally my ans yesterday..=)
yesterday was great cause i went on errrrr....something lah... guys i know where is the sweetest place u can date ur gf...haha...wanna know?? call me then=) no lah cause yesterday fetch my sis from volleyball. .. intially wanna study want then suddenly sms err that person lor... so yeah.. hahas... met her then waited for the train....then decided to take the train in the opposite direction is like we two were on it and then yup really talk=) hahas..feeling just great...then drop off at one of the station.. walk to east coast i know it soungs really crazy but yeah,... with that some one..u wish it lasted forever.. hahas..hit down the beach...yeah talk just enjoying and then back home..
yesterday really show u know i was thinking to much..about the past present furture... but u just relax enjoy the moment man...is it really...sweet...
keke...gonna studying hard le....
to YOU...hehe hope u had fun yesterday..ya=) i really did enjoy myself alot=)
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8:00 PM
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Friday, May 29, 2009 :]
to nigel... seriously ah bro...Fuck u...u know y u cause many fucking unhappiness among the people aroung u people that u love u know what the heck... my life is fucking screwed
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8:23 PM
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Wednesday, May 27, 2009 :]
well birthday was yesterday nve expect had a mini surprise celebration...Enjoy is... hai finally 16....=)
well... u seem to be drifting away.. keep on tell me to go with her when all u want is be on my side.. i also do wan to be with u.. u keep on tell me to go with her... i miss u so much... i know u do... hai.. if you want to let me go then do it ba..many friends would be talking bad about me... which honestly i dun really care..all i know i m the bad lousy guy... u told me that i would hate u...i won't...
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2:51 AM
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