Friday, May 29, 2009 :]
to nigel... seriously ah bro...Fuck u...u know y u cause many fucking unhappiness among the people aroung u people that u love u know what the heck... my life is fucking screwed
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8:23 PM
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Wednesday, May 27, 2009 :]
well birthday was yesterday nve expect had a mini surprise celebration...Enjoy is... hai finally 16....=)
well... u seem to be drifting away.. keep on tell me to go with her when all u want is be on my side.. i also do wan to be with u.. u keep on tell me to go with her... i miss u so much... i know u do... hai.. if you want to let me go then do it ba..many friends would be talking bad about me... which honestly i dun really care..all i know i m the bad lousy guy... u told me that i would hate u...i won't...
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2:51 AM
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Sunday, May 24, 2009 :]
nenek very happy with monkiee boi nekek wants to love monkiee boi.. dunnnooo..hmmmmmmm... these days i guess nenek haven been sleep well dunno y ...finally called her yesterday and seriously she sound really happy.. keep say she is cute and always keep talking bad about monkiee...come on monkiee boi is the cutest of all wat...nenek agree.. nekek like monkiee...=P hahahs.. mr moon called me yesterday and told me that nenek haven been sleeping..keep on crying.. hai... nenek dun believe lor...=) nenek surprised=)
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7:12 AM
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Friday, May 22, 2009 :]
well one day have pass trying to keep myself busy all the time when all i know that i miss you really badly life sucks without you. trying to chill out and stuff but yet things often come back. i guess many people thinks i flirt alot probably your friends. maybe my words would not be enough to tell you how much i love you.. till now the moon is the only have... dun worry about me k.. i will be fine..
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5:30 AM
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Thursday, May 21, 2009 :]
don't worry about it chubby=)
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2:22 AM
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well i guess i can't turn time around wish i could... never expected to be busy like hell these days eh??? well life suck doesn't it... hai.. this is life ba. You know... today i knew u kept staring at me. Hahas.. i only notice when i turn my head as i was rubbing my eye... our eyes were like looking at each other...deeply.. i ask myself whether is this thing i really want.. i guess is better for you i think.. u know the feeling is so strong.. but yet we were so far..hai...
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2:10 AM
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Tuesday, May 19, 2009 :]
i havent been a great person...is time i change... for the better...
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11:06 PM
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Saturday, May 16, 2009 :]
Day after day
Time passed away
And I just can't get you out of my mind
Nobody knows, I hide it inside
I keep on searching but I just can't find
The courage to show to let you know
I've never felt love like this before
And once again I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out
CHORUS
But if I let you go I will never know
What my life would be holding you close to me
Will I ever see you smiling back at me ? (oh yeah)
How will I know if I let you go ?
Night after night I hear myself say
Why don't this feeling just fade away
There's no one like you (no one like you)
You speak to my heart (speak to my heart)
It's such a a shame we're worlds apart
I'm too shy to ask, I'm too proud to lose
But sooner or later I gotta choose
And once again I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out
CHORUS
If I let you go I will never know
What my life would be, holding you close to me
Will I ever see you smiling back at me? (oh yeah)
How will I know if I let you go ?
If I let you go ooooh baby
Ooooooooohhhhh
Once again I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out
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5:02 PM
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Friday, May 15, 2009 :]
i dun know wat to say man.. just wanna to say nenek i m so sorry.....
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7:40 PM
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Sunday, May 10, 2009 :]
To HER:
baby you re so beautiful
and when i m near you i can t breathe
a girl like you gets who she wants
when she wants it
you' re so out of my league
i show you no emotion
don t let you see what you re doin to me
imagine the two of us together
but i ve been livin in reality
fear of rejection kept my love inside
but time is running out so damn my
foolish pride
don t care if you think i m crazy
dosen t matter if it tums out bad
cos i ve got no fear of losin you
you can t lose what you never had
rules are made for breaking
nothin ventured nothin gained
i ll be no worse off then i am right now
and i might never get the chance again
tried to fight it but it cannot be denied
told my heart i didn t want you but i lied
chorus
now i m gonna confess that i love you
i been keepin it inside feelin i could die
now if you turn away then thats ok
at least we ll have a moment before
you say good bye
here on the outside lookin in
don t wanna stay dreamin bout
what could have been
i need to hear you speak my name
even if you shoot me down in flames
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6:27 AM
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Saturday, May 9, 2009 :]
god created the world in 7 days....i shattered mine in 7 seconds.
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8:31 AM
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My life have not been the same when i am with you,, i feel so happy every night i call you knowing that u would be bullying me make fun of me...keep calling me monkey laughing at each other. i still remember when i first saw u during sec 1 camp the way u smile and look at me..and it just feel great. Got your number justed smsing u and soon.,...we became true buddies... i often you ...maybe because u really make my day happy..knowing u would be always with me... Things started to went crazy.. u started to cry for me.. and i was deeply touch... i finally realised u were the one for me. I started to love u... loving till i could hardly breathe .. i miss u really badly..
Should we even meet at the first place... if it was not for the Sec 1 camp we won't be like this.. now..i start to hate myself... Y MUST I MAKE HER SAD..CONFUSED.. because of me she is like that.... and I ...i m so angry with myself.. y my life is so screwed up...y y y y y yy y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! must god make us like that??? HUH??? must god do this thing bad to us???? i really love her.... i really do.... but u came in my way.... y. y even let me meet her... y can't i even love her.. did i did something wrong??? did i??? aren't i working hard for my O level... i often pray that u give me strength to work hard... to do well for O's ..let nothing distract me.... but she is not a distractiont me... and the best part she is from a different religon... i often pray u to give me a girl who would love me...but must u do like this to shatter my life...my heart... must we??? IS IT BECAUSE I NVR GO TO CHURCH THAT Y I M LIKE THAT... m i??:?? i just can't stop crying...yeah i cried for goodness sake.. ..
i m so sorry.... but i will nvr be with her... i will never...
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5:42 AM
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Friday, May 8, 2009 :]
TO her,... kekek nvr expected i wrote to you through here eh??? hahahs.. well u know , baby, i never regret not meeting you really.. in fact u are the one i was looking for but yeah O level's eh?? really wanna do well for my mid year too darling. so yup deleting your number is really not easy but i will cause i promise u that. Like i said if i have the power i will bring u to the moon with me le... well i haven been studying for the pass one hour or so... cause i miss you really badly.. To be honest the reason i prefer u is cause u make my day and i know u care a whole lot for me which i felt happy.. hai.. i just want u to be happy k. i know u miss me probably u will cry cause u miss me so much.. i know.. but i wan u to know u have my pic so dun be k. yeah i will be thinking of u every moment of my life.. Lastly..from the bottom of my heart... i just wanna say I love u!!!
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12:18 AM
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Sunday, May 3, 2009 :]
Hey guys...hahahs...
don't why see a picture my mood really went high up... hahas.. u know i been thinking whether is time for us to get hook up with our SOUL mate they call it, or just get your ass down and study for the O'levels.. hahas.. my ANS is.....................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................i dun know....=P ooooppss get your hopes to high eh??? sorry lor... anyways... been mugging alot i guess yeah yesterday no tennis WAH lao.... hahahs. but pushing my self to the limit must do well for mid year ya.. okay...
To my chubby, na na give u a big comment lah..u zu ba jian.. hahas. dun bully me kan??? heheh i know u rindu me dun need say lah u little tembum or watever u spell it .. guess the message?? yesterday should talk lor raining like hell..then can tell u ghost story ..confirm scare the shit out of you...hehe...=) kekeke dun say i never blog u ah..still thinking of the dream..bet u shy shy ...
cheers buddy=)
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12:45 AM
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